Monday, November 24, 2008

The Wonders of Being in a Relationship.

So the wonders of being in a relationship have finally shown themselves to me. I kind of don't know where to begin, since there's already been so much missed and I don't want to take up too much of my time writing this. 


I guess if there has been one thing I have learned in the last  couple weeks, its that relationships aren't easy. When you finally find the person who wants to give as much as they take and is on an equal playing field with you, it's not all smooth sailing from there. I guess that it might be because I have never been in a situation where I've had to spend so much time with the same person all the time, but its made me come face to face with some of my inner demons.  For example, I have realized that for no reason whatsoever if I ever happen to be in a bad mood, I find it necessary to make other people miserable. Interesting, right?

Anyway, maybe if I was with anyone except for Bobby all of that would have led to the downfall of my first relationship. I'm lucky though, he's still with me. 

Saturday, November 1, 2008

You'd Woken From A Dream

So quite a bit of time has passed since I started this blog and haven't posted a single thing. Bobby and I started dating. It's kind of ironic, because the last post I wrote was about him -- about how I liked him so much and I just got myself into a bad situation. But irony is great, I don't mind it now that this is where I am.


I heard the Margot and the Nuclear So Sos CD and fell in love with it. I can't stop listening to 'Broadripple is Burning'. Its so strange how usually I will listen to music that fits my mood, but the song almost pulls me in and makes me listen to it. 

 
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